Void
Lets laugh with sorrow,
Lets cry happy tears,
Let me mold the mask
Of me into perfection,
The charade of happiness is getting old,
The truth is depressing,
I suppress these stupid feelings
Until I don’t feel anything
I kill myself everyday
I know I am a mess
You don’t have to tell me twice
All I need is to fill the void
Of my heart, mind, body, and soul
but what I do doesn't fill anything.
I need to cut off my state of mind
The words dearly beloved
Is read allowed many times
I hide behind sarcasm
And my hair covers my face
So you won’t see my true expressions
Or my true self until I figure it out myself.
It could take a while,
But it doesn't matter because I have no one waiting on me anyway.
Lets cry happy tears,
Let me mold the mask
Of me into perfection,
The charade of happiness is getting old,
The truth is depressing,
I suppress these stupid feelings
Until I don’t feel anything
I kill myself everyday
I know I am a mess
You don’t have to tell me twice
All I need is to fill the void
Of my heart, mind, body, and soul
but what I do doesn't fill anything.
I need to cut off my state of mind
The words dearly beloved
Is read allowed many times
I hide behind sarcasm
And my hair covers my face
So you won’t see my true expressions
Or my true self until I figure it out myself.
It could take a while,
But it doesn't matter because I have no one waiting on me anyway.