Why

I'm angry that I couldn't stop you
that I had to listen to that horrifying sound
The sound f a gun shot ringing through the air
I'm mad that you had to die
and sorry that you did
everyday I ask myself why
why did you go and leave me behind
why it sounds hollow in my head
because thats the only question I ave
I wish I knew why
why things turned out this way
why I think abut you even in my sleep
but all I can ask is why
In my dream you try to tell me
but all I hear is the gurgling of the blood in your mouth
why
I ask
why