i hate

i hate how i can never hate you
i hate how much you affect me
i hate how you leaveing

i told myself i would be ok
but knowing i'll never see you again
hurts more than anything

we've grown apart and drifted
like we said we never would
and i hate how much it hurts

i hate that i need you
more than you need me
i hate how i know you'll be ok
but i know i won't

life isnt short
time just goes by too fast
and our time speed on by

and now your gone
and im alone

and all those things i wanted to say to you
all the thing i hate about you

how much i care abotu you
how you have no idea how much it hurts
i hate it

i hate not talking to you everyday
i hate not being able to laugh at dumb stuff
i hate being so helpless

i cant stand thinking about you
it wasnt suposed to hurt like this
i wasnt suposed to care

but i care more than anything
and i care about us
or what we used to be