full of color but empty

you had our life all planned out
almost from the start
to bad you didn't include
the part where you break my heart
i don't know if it was ever real
or if your plan was just a lie
if you were looking for someone better
or if there was nothing better than you and i
i know it wasn't perfect
no matter what you planned to do
but i love you to much
to let anyone else have you
i need you to be here
so i can show you how i feel
i'll make you feel it too
just to make sure you know what i felt was real
first i'll show you
how much im bleeding inside
i'll make sure you bleed too
make you feel the pain of everytime you lied
make you wish you never met me
make you wish you never hurt me
i'll show you how it feels to get your heart torn out
when the tears make it impossible to see
you would say i went crazy
to see this all in my brain
but you never noticed baby
i've always been insane