still lying

you know you hurt me
you even told me you were sorry
but then why is it
that you're screaming at me
i told you i was only upsetting you
that i was just a waste of your time
obviously i was right
there was always a tear after each ryme
you always expected me to be stupid
to beleive every lie
even now
i pretend to be blind
you want me to let my emotions out
but still expect me to be strong
you said starting over was the easiest way
but even you knew you were wrong