If only

If only the sky were gray, and not blue
If only the stars could speak for themselves
If only I could tell you how I feel
If only I had the strength to scream that I love you

If only I could be what you want
But this is what I am, and you don't want it
If only we could heal the scars together
I'd find happiness in your company

If only you could see right trough me
If only you smiled because of me
If only I could have you in my arms and drown in your eyes
The sweet soothing melody of your voice.

I wished upon a star
For someone like you
The charm of your vampiric eyes mesmerizes me
And the sound of your voice calms my inside

If only this was true
If only I could live in my poetry
If only I could tell you what I feel
If only you loved me