Hopeless breakdown

They ask what's wrong.
i play along.
Nothing, it's nothing.
I'm great, just great!

This could be worse, a lot worse.
You could forget me all together,
act like we never met.
Yeah, a lot worse.

You have no idea what you do to me.
You give me happiness,
literally light up my day.
You say the wrong thing,
i breakdown and cry.

I'm so damn pathetic.
I hold back with others,
thinking of you,
of us.
Of Nothing!
We're nothing.

I can't seem to grasp it.
Reality?
A dream maybe?
I'm Hopeless aren't I?
And you know it.

Just let me know.
How you feel.
What this is.
What we are.
What ARE we?