Awake

I stay awake so that I'm a robot,
Too tired to think, can only go through the motions.
Laugh at what's meant to be funny,
Leave no room for tears.
Sleep only gives me the energy to feel sorry.
Why do that to myself?
Why make myself sorry?
I stay awake so I never feel,
I only do.
So that I'm not able to be put in the dumps,
Becuase I'm already there.