theorize thus
Theorize thus
I used to go through life looking for reason, I was lost, waiting, and then I saw you, and you were my clarity, now I don’t need to look for reason, I am no longer lost, and I don’t have to wait, I saw you and I knew you were my fate, I just wish you would reciprocate my feelings..so I could end this commodity of dealings, with mislead bleedings, where the pain leaves me reeling and appealing to my own sense of depth, where my world order, is sent spinning, and the concept of reality doesn’t exist, where I aim for my head, but I shoot and I miss, and the recipient sits there in bliss, grinning at my struggle, while I try to exert a level of restraint, while I try to understand my purpose, is it to be destroyed on the surface, time a slow clicking tick..tick..tick revealing a constant and repeating chain of events, my perception is messed up now, each tick of the clock, is another example of something I can’t answer, the questions build up now, as I wonder how to answer, why the angel of light would be willing to dine in the company for a night, of one so undecided, who sweats in its presence, mind filled with deliria, of another one so superior to himself, mind stops. Tick tick tick tick tick, another 7 hours erased, relieved to escape the feeling of self doubt, until I awake to find you on my mind, 7 hours of sleep gave my mind, just enough time to raise another dozen questions, about all my other rejections, why should this be different, the situation is the same, I still have nothing except what I wish to gain, so I stare you in the eye, the last moment of silence, a tribute to my love, before i open my mouth and theorize thus..tick tick tick.
I used to go through life looking for reason, I was lost, waiting, and then I saw you, and you were my clarity, now I don’t need to look for reason, I am no longer lost, and I don’t have to wait, I saw you and I knew you were my fate, I just wish you would reciprocate my feelings..so I could end this commodity of dealings, with mislead bleedings, where the pain leaves me reeling and appealing to my own sense of depth, where my world order, is sent spinning, and the concept of reality doesn’t exist, where I aim for my head, but I shoot and I miss, and the recipient sits there in bliss, grinning at my struggle, while I try to exert a level of restraint, while I try to understand my purpose, is it to be destroyed on the surface, time a slow clicking tick..tick..tick revealing a constant and repeating chain of events, my perception is messed up now, each tick of the clock, is another example of something I can’t answer, the questions build up now, as I wonder how to answer, why the angel of light would be willing to dine in the company for a night, of one so undecided, who sweats in its presence, mind filled with deliria, of another one so superior to himself, mind stops. Tick tick tick tick tick, another 7 hours erased, relieved to escape the feeling of self doubt, until I awake to find you on my mind, 7 hours of sleep gave my mind, just enough time to raise another dozen questions, about all my other rejections, why should this be different, the situation is the same, I still have nothing except what I wish to gain, so I stare you in the eye, the last moment of silence, a tribute to my love, before i open my mouth and theorize thus..tick tick tick.