But Only In my Dreams

The pain you've caused me
Feels like a thousand knives
Cutting deep into my heart
Your death caused so much sadness
It's seems as if people are dropping like flies
Everywhere around me
I see so much pain and sadness
In my dreams
and in my heart
I see tears of every emotion
And they won't go away

These feelings are like
A sickening fragrance of a dozen dead roses
Their smells fills the room everywhere I go
You left me and those roses when you died
I thought maybe you cared
But I guess I was wrong

Every night I lay in my bed
I listen for footsteps that never come
I wait for the time that I get to see you again
If that time ever comes
If I listen real close
I can hear your voice
Feel your breath on my face as you talk
But only in my dreams
Never when I'm awake
In the darkness
Of the black hole I was sent in
But only in my dreams

People dropping like flies
The scent of ash in the distance
But only in my dreams