Jumbled

The rush
The slam the smack
The buildup and
Then the lack
Breathless
And startled
Caught off your guard
You saw it coming
But remained unprepared
The flow
The current
It takes you along
Swept away
In your thoughts and denial
Your thoughts
Were swimming
Or drowning
I saw them
Dissonance
And anarchy
Prevail over all
Their beauty
And harmony
Never do let me fall
Your logic
My process
The discord they make
The time
We're out of
Does a dance in my head
And searches
For meaning
Accustomed to dread
This beautiful chaos