Thanks for everything (A dedication poem to a great friend)

tainted by a past which many can't understand
hellish pain that only she can truly feel
all hidden behind a fake smile and anger
now, to at least some, it can be revealed

know that a kind word is not likely what
you and any strangers will first hear
only a blank face and slight glare followed by
ugh will be noticed by eye and ear

fear not for it shows not her true mood
or her first thoughts about you
really it doesn't show anything to others
except for her, for it confirms what she knew

vexed by misfortune her trust can not be
earned by cowards who just want to use her
realize all those who would hurt her like that
you'll feel a hell for which there is no cure

the negative being said the best is what remains
her kindness for her friends knows no bounds
in person, in heart, in spirit, in mind, and in soul
never can she not make even the worst mood rebound

great dreams she tries to hide in conversations
can, if she works towards them, be reached
remain hidden behind her grace and style
you are extremely lucky if shes a person you get to meet

shortened for theres no time to describe all of her traits
this described a person who has caught me before i could fall
an absolutely amazing person and just as great friend
lays down to rest at night with the name of Crystal