don't you remember?

don't you remember?
i was very fragile when you i found you.
but you never cared enough to complete me.
singing along to the chemicals in my veins,
it becomes clear to my deadened senses.
you were never "the one" to fill inthe lines,
coloring in my hazel eyes.
instead you stole the shade and made it your own.
you were only an addiction,
a fake to satiate a need in me so deep.
i can't put it intowords.
you wrapped me in satire and broke me daily.
but slowly and dangerously,
the anger metastasizes.
take your instability and go away.
leave me in your past where i want to be.