My name is Apathy

The apathy is almost too much to handle.
Its tearing me apart inside.
Cant get a grip.
I think Im going to slip.

Its hurting me to take this breath.
I dont want to feel this.
The tears flow freely.
Everything is working slowly.

When did this insecurity take over?
I have to pay more attention.
I have been left behind.
Im losing my mind.

This bleeding heart.
It hurts so much.
Apathy is my name.
I've gone insane.