You Didn't Mind When I was Sleeping

Gagging on your ignorance you look past this bloody sea
Choking on this pestilence no one cares, not even me
The sweet kiss of the knife on your cheek you swallow back the tears
As the soul falls from your veins held prisoner for years

The silky flow of blood runs clotting down the floor
You reach up towards the heavens but they don’t want you anymore
Rejected and repelled you’re falling through this black abyss
Your death it comes and kisses me, softly on my lips

These arms they wrap around me and crush me from within
They rip my spine right from my back and unleash all the sin
Butterfly kisses sent shooting straight up my cool flesh
Is this what you wanted? If only I’d have guessed

Your eyes they’re full of passion they sink into my skin
Body pressing against me I no you're going to win
I can fell your lips against mine but I can barely see
It’s then I start to realise it’s not you falling instead its me

I feel the pressure against my neck and forget to scream
Never able to fathom what your actions really mean
Your words are but a hiss and you lay into me again
I can't let you no I'm loving this your touch drives me insane

So I bring the bloodstained knife, slowly up to my lips
I lick the burning metal till I fell your nails dig into my hips
I’m jerked back into darkness and I can see no more
Effects of being buried alive and popping these pills on this blood stained floor
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This poem can be described in two ways. The way I wrote was that it was meant to be about drunken sex and the horrors of it. The emotions you think are love and passion but they aren't it's just emptiness. Or it could be about a bittersweet relationship, You decide.