The Possibility

I said I would just try.
So why is this my billionth time trying?

I said I wouldn't get addicted.
So why am I taking a hit very night?

I said that wasn't possible.
So why did it happen?

I said I would be successful.
So why am I living on the streets with no job?

I said I would finish high school.
But I didn't.

I said I wouldn't do drugs.
But I did.

I said sex was for after marriage.
But you came into the picture.

I said I would start a job as soon as possible.
But it just slipped past my mind.

I wonder if that's why.