Ugh. *** me.

They don't work
Nothing works
Why does it have to do this to me?
Why does it have to hurt?

Why don't you love me
Everything that I've done
Everything; can't you see?
You were my sun

I loved you
Worshipped you, almost
Almost like those ancient civilizations
You were my everything

I want it to stop
But it won't and it continues
Please make it stop
This isn't something I can choose

It's out of my control
Interlaced with my emotions
I haven't finished my role
I'm not done yet

It hurts so badly
You used to take the pain away
Now you're the one hurting me
Is there nothing you can say?
Can't you even see?

I'm still fucking in love with you, you idiot
I haven't gotten over you yet
I've been head over heals for you
Since the fucking day we met

You had a crush but mine was true love
You don't seem to understand that mine went above
The normal standards you've been used to
I'M the fucking idiot because I still love you

I hate you for hurting me
But I love you for existing
I hate you for existing
I hate myself for loving you so entirely

My heart is still yours
The fragment you gave back
Is still so strongly attatched
To that of which I gave to you

I tried to push you out
I've failed
I hid from my problems
You're back in my thoughts now
Get the fuck out

I hate thinking about you
I hate caring about you
I hate being affected by you
I hate being in love with you

True love never ends, sweet heart
I'm going to feel this forever, no matter how hard
Thanks for saving me you bastard
Now I have to live with this shit

I hate you
I love you
Fuck off
Love me
Hold me
Hug me
Kiss me
Trust me
Appreciate me
Have me
And I'll have you
But I won't
I can't stand you
But I love you

Ugh. Fuck me.