Bitter Pain

there's no point in my life
I'm just a shell of what I used to be
should i be released, and spread in the rain
I am nothing that I was, just for now
I can't receive any love
just bitter in my life, because of all you did
why did you have to hurt me, break me
for everything I did for you
they come back again, spit in my face
what have you done but push me down
beat me into the mud like a stray dog
forgive me of the actions I make take
It's so hard, I'm trying so hard
just to heal, not to break again, survive the bitterness
I can't survive I find out soon
It just hurts to bad, break me
break me, hurt me, tear me, cry fast
bitter in my life now, can you see the real me
can you see what you've done to me now?!
break me and beat me, this is what you'll get
A bitter cold woman, hating the world for their ways
unforgiving cold world, how I hate you
no more.. no.. Break me!