Illusioned

Empty nothing there
false hope even shatters
soft screaming against my heart
there's still nothing there
turmoil in every crevice
such a stupid wanting hope
so glad it's gone, now I can wither
so bland, nothing in my life is worth it
but continue striving, keep living
no reason other then a final word
a final fuck you to the world
still in so much pain I'll be here
just to prove you wrong,
the last word in an argument
it'll always be mine, if only for cruel mirth
still nothing is here
just an empty black hole
breath in the poison and be illusioned