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Home
Home can be where you live.
Home can be your family.
Home can be your church.
Home is always where your heart lays.
____________ where your soul is.
____________ where you feel loved.
____________ where you feel secure.
________________________ comfy.
________________________ happy.

I want to go home.
I want the pain to leave.
I want the tears to stop.
I want the parents to recognize
__________ my inner turmoil.

I had lived in 4 states,
____ gone to 3 schools,
____ lived in 7 cities,
I never found home.

We moved again.
I left Hell._______________________________ I hoped for Heaven.
Came to worse Hell. ______________________ But with a little Heaven.
I found home.

Not where I lived. _______________________ I hated that house.
Not in my family. ________________________ I hated their actions.
Not in my church.________________________ I hated them all.

School
__________ was home because
friends
__________ were there. Not the
betrayers
__________ I expected, but the
love
__________ I needed to be
sane
__________ again.

I helped them with ________________ What fools they were
with their trivial problems. ___________ for creating their messes.
I laughed with them _______________ What friends would
at the stupidest things. _____________ laugh when you're sobbing?
I found my true self ________________ Whatever happened
thanks to them. ___________________ I was ready.

Then she came. __________________________ Go away...
Then they dated. __________________________ Please, go away...
Then they married. ________________________ I said go away...
Then it was over.
Then I cried.
Then hope was gone.

Then we left. ______________________ Why couldn't you have just
_________________________________ gone away?...

_________________________ Torn from mother, and
_________________________ Torn from friends, so
_________________________ Torn from home, and
_________________________ Torn from sanity.

It had just begun to be normal.
I had just begun to heal.
I had just begun to be sane.

_________________________ Now I want my mommy.
_________________________ Now I know I'm selfish.
_________________________ Now I don't care.
_________________________ Now I want normalcy.
_____________________________ but most of all...

__________________________ i want to go home.