Could I?

Let my thought through these words have meaning.
And let my brave attempts secure happiness.

While I reach out,
Half of me still holding in,
All of me scared to know.

And being happy loses meaning,
Time and place cease to matter ,
When everything dissolves but this aim.

Might my resolve fade,
Or if i fall,
succumb to weakness.

Might these fears
Find me unguarded.

And these arms
lose the will to shield me.

Or my now
Suffocates my future.

And until
I turn to face you-

Just until I ask
But will you save me?

Is it then I'll find?
Head bowed low

That I can always be the savior,
As you have never forsaken me.