Rack Off, Leave Me Alone

You’re all up in my face
Invading every inch of space
With your forehead against mine
Nose to nose I’m lost in time

The only problem I can find
And I promise it ain’t very kind
Is I wish you were him
And I know I’ve committed the very worst sin

And I really wish it wasn’t so
Cause it’s making me feel so low
Yet I can’t help the way
He makes me feel, no matter what they say

And so I’m sorry, but this won’t work
Not while these thoughts lurk
In the deepest parts of my heart
And if you were smart
You’d turn and run a million miles
So you don’t have to wear a fake smile
And pretend like everything’s okay

Cause you know he’s bad news
And I know it’s a battle I’m gunna lose
But for my own sake I gotta try
Gotta pretend like I won’t cry

I know it seems crazy
Going after something that’s so hazy
But that’s the way it’s gotta be
It’s something I gotta see

And so I’m sorry, but this won’t work
Not while these thoughts lurk
In the deepest parts of my heart
And if you were smart
You’d turn and run a million miles
So you don’t have to wear a fake smile
And pretend like everything’s okay

I know what he’s going to say
I should have stayed
Shouldn’t have came
Cause things’ll never be the same

He’s changed into something
That I don’t want to get involved in
And even though he swears she lies
I can see way deep down inside

Deep down where she tells it like it is
Speaks about him like she’s his
And I know that’s the way things are
But its gunna mean fresh scars