I Digress.

Therapeutic...

I had to cry before it could have been said.
All these thoughts Swarming around my head.
What to do, I don't want to feel anymore.
I loved..tried to understand until I was sore.
Sore form being misused by all who I thought cared and loved.
I was a non-believer praying towards the sky above.
And when I think of the thoughts that were for the very best.
I slowly and imprudently digress.
Digress from the thing I want-ed and realized was no good.
And the only One from childhood.
"But then I realized what it took, to tell the difference between Thieves and Crooks. A lesson learned of me and Them."

"His smile had Width but no Depth."
"Her lips smiled but the Misconception that came brought Truth to the Lies."

He had me in a Chokehold but I just killed Cupid.
Views of friendship are warped.
Like. Love. No Like... is another meaningless word.
Because it sure as Fuck wasn't anything else.
So since I'm one step away from breaking,
I'll be on my morbid way, and say what I've been wanting to say.
Fuck em' both is my display.