Mr Perfect (With Inconsistencies)

Is it possible, could it ever work?
These sorta thoughts always lurk
In the deepest parts of my mind
But the words I need I cannot find

Trying as hard as possible
To distract my mind from you
But try as I might
This time, I'm losing the fight

For that part of my memory
Can I request a lobotomy?
Remove all traces of you
Forget the memories and the feelings too

Ever constant, never haltering
All the thoughts just keep on following
Driving me insane
Play it again (they scream)
I want to stop this dream
Before it becomes a nightmare
Cause I'm honestly starting to get scared

How can something so innocent
Become horrible so fast
Finding out things I don’t wanna know
It just makes you lose your glow

Ever constant, never haltering
All the thoughts just keep on following
Driving me insane
Play it again (they scream)
I want to stop this dream
Before it becomes a nightmare
Cause I'm honestly starting to get scared