Suicidal Tendencies

If I, tonight, decided to take my life
Without saying, to you, goodbye
For me, would you cry?
Would you even make yourself try? (at all)

'Cause I feel like you don't care
And that feeling I get, isn’t rare
Could I have, possibly, ever mattered?
Even if the feelings were battered (and broken)

Nothing matters now
Cuts are only skin deep
I'm amazed I survived this long
And I'm hoping to explain in song
Why I've died in my sleep
This was my final bow

We've got, on our skin, the scars to compare
To tell all the stories, of our despair
I can match you for that one
And give you the reason it's there (it's my fault)

But I don’t think you could do the same
It could've been different had you came
Maybe if I had shouted, instead of whispered, your name
My scars would still be the same (as yours)

Nothing matters now
Cuts are only skin deep
I'm amazed I survived this long
And I'm hoping to explain in song
Why I've died in my sleep
This was my final bow

(Whispered)
But after tonight you'll have no one to compare them to
The bottles of alcohol and medication just sitting there have met my stare
And I've decided that I've had enough
Yes sir, I'm giving it up

Nothing matters now
Cuts are only skin deep
I'm amazed I survived this long
And I'm hoping to explain in song
Why I've died in my sleep
This was my final bow