Bit by bit...

My insides squirm.
My heart beats faster,
My thoughts jumble
But I don't smile.

He walks past me,
Doesn't even glance at me,
I thought he would change,
I thought he would see me now.

My heart drops,
Another piece breaks,
I look at my feet,
and continue with my day.

So what if he isn't perfect?
I know he is not a jock,
I don't care if he isn't cool,
I just wish he knew.

My heart is shattering,
Bit by bit,
Every time I see him,
Because I know his thoughts aren't mutual.