Questions

Did I just say that?
Is that how I feel?
No
But isn’t that denial?
Am I lying to myself?
Or trying to convince you?
Words don’t mean anything
Right?
You have to show how you feel
Don’t you?
If u were to say something
Then take it back
Because you didn’t mean to say it out loud
Could you?
Yes, of course
But that felt like I was trying to convince myself
Does that mean I wasn’t before?
So I didn’t just say that?
That’s not how I feel?
No?