Your Name

It started as a senseless game
They ask and I do
Never once did I think
It'd be the party that led me to you

Oh, the wretched party
The one that I was told to be at
The one where no one knew me
"Who are YOU?" they practically spat

I sat on the sideline
Calmly sipping my beer
As you soberly approached me saying
"Do you wanna get outta here?"

A little bit tipsy
I happily agreed
I mean, all my friends say
A boyfriend is all I need

You lead me outside
As I slowly sober up
When you notice this,
You pour me another cup

You started talking to me sweetly
And ran your fingers through my hair
You calmly led me inside as it got dark
And helped me up each stair

With a smile on your face
You looked at me and said
"You look a little queasy,
can I carry you to a bed?"

That smile on your beautiful face
Oh, it made my heart flutter
And when you came to pick me up
I melted like warm butter

Before I knew what I had done
I was in a dark room
On a very, small bed
Unaware that I was awaiting my doom

And there you were
You came as I got scared
You're getting closer now,
Telling me of how you've cared...

"I met you tonight!"
I protest in surprise
You are trying to lay on this small bed
So I quickly shut my eyes

You lower yourself onto me
"NO!" I try to scream
But as you put your hand on my mouth
I hope this is a bad, bad dream

And I see your beautiful smile
Right before you kiss my lips
But you won't let me turn away
Because you've grabbed my hips

Finally, I break free
And I try to run so far away
But you picked me up and said
"So, this is how you want to play?"

You throw me against the bed
I cry out in despair
You're breathing harder now
As you strip my body bare

You rip my shirt off first
And look with a maniacal grin
I try to get it back
But against you, I will never win

You lay yourself on top of me
And whisper slowly in my ear
"Sweetie, take it slower.
Let the world disappear..."

I try to tell you no again,
But all I can do is cry
A teardrop falls down my cheek
As I wish that I could die

You're trying to take off my jeans
I cry, sob, and whine
You can't be doing this to me!
You've crossed the final line!

There is nothing I can do
You're so big, handsome, and strong
But your heart is so ugly for you know
I cannot hold you off all night long

You rip off my jeans
Only one more layer to go
Savoring the horrid moment,
You remove it slow

I'm trying to fend you off
But all is lost now
I'll never be able to have it back
There is no possible way, and no how

I feel everyone of my muscles tense
As you take off your jeans
Oh, if only, if only
They could hear my screams

You throw yourself back on me
Breathing in a big puff
You force yourself in me...
And my body's had enough

You're breathing quickly now
As my body gives away
I can't do this anymore
Your games I cannot play...

You feel me go unconscious
And you lift me off the bed
You put on your clothes frantically
And smack my dizzy head

"Wake up! Wake up!" you scream
You hurriedly try to put my clothes on
You're just a scared little puppy
Quivering beneath all that braun

I dizzily wake up
And snatch my shirt and pants
I effortlessly slip them on
As you go off on your rants

I run straight out of that room
And quickly out the door
I run all the way to my house
And collapse on the floor

I drag myself to my room
I can't take the pain
My tears are falling harder now
Faster and swifter than the rain

Tonight has been the worst night of my life
Because you played that game
But the saddest part of all is
I never learned your name...