Grinning Sin

I'm grinning like a fool,
as you sit here and think everything is cool.
In my mind is something you can't read,
as I hover over you and watch you bleed.
I love the feeling.
You lay there bleeding.
The crimson color of your skin,
I feel the control , your letting me win.

Thinking of my next victim, the one who hurt me so,
I need the smile when I see the fire blow.
I hear the scream,
just like my favorite dream,
I love the sounds,
You screaming as I blow out the rounds.
Black, cold blood drowning you as you swim,
I see you look to the left, staring at him.

Walking to your loved one as you watch in your last moment,
I stand above him and let him watch as I deliver the bullets I sent.
Yelling in pain,
I know I'm insane,
You just can't seam to stop,
So I laugh.

Knives in the gut,
Your mouth clamped shut,
I chuckle to myself and grin,
thanking God for my mind, my awful sin.

Everyone is gone,
I feel the satisfaction that I won,
The only one left is you.
What more destruction can I possibly do?