You and Me;

You are the rainbow in the clouds
The mist on my skin.
A first morning Cigarette.
Winters first snowflake falling through the air.
The spot where lightening strikes twice.
The cool breeze on my neck
The adrenaline of danger.
The burn on whiskey, all the way down.
You're what wakes me during a bad dream.
The divine taste of accomplishment.
The envy of everyone else.
The hues of blue when I look in my own eyes.
The good memories of friends, and the sorrow of lost loved ones.
You're what distracts me during my favorite song.
The first thought when My phone goes off.
The reason why I wake up crying, but go to sleep smiling.
but I am...

The sun that kills the clouds.
The scars on the skin.
The cigarette ashes that burn so deep.
The pollution clogging the atmosphere.
The electrical wires that starts the fire.
The noose awaiting.
The unexpected death.
The hangover in the morning.
The one chasing after you in your nightmare.
The recognition that you don't receive.
The flaws that you keep secret.
The tears that always fall.
The back stabber and the murderer.
The song that reminds you of every one of your heartbreaks.
The wrong names that appears.
The coma you fall into, and the last person you ever see.
I don't want to be the downfall anymore.
I don't want to be the worst case Scenario.
I don't want to be a fear anymore.