Only Rain.

I'm here alone
No one can help me,
In this hell
That I call home.

I can hear the door open,
Slamming behind.
I know immediately
That it's them.

I hear their yells even while my room
There's never a reason
For the fights
Which always leaves me with worry of her doom.

They're of course drunk out of their minds,
Always the case
And in that kind of stupor
They're so blind.

When they finally go to bed
Or he drives away
I consider letting one of them
Find me dead.

I'm only a kid
For fuck's sake
And they have me thinking
Thoughts so morbid.

Pray with me
Through the night
So that the morning
Is something I will live to see.

The emotional pain
That has been inflicted on me
Leaves my sunny days
With only rain.