Novacaine Heartbeat

I can't feel you near me anymore
The numbing sensation strikes so hard
I'm becoming something that in the beginning
I never thought I'd become.

Given options of fight or flight
I'd rather turn and run and hide
I'm losing the feeling of not being alone
Being lonely once again.

My emotions numb, my heartbeat slows
You've hurt me more that you'll ever know
And you've tuned me out, pushed me away
Had me come but wouldn't let me stay.
Now I'm gone.

My hands shake with uncertainty
Confused because I don't know what I need
I'm so lost inside the person I've become
And no one wants to save me.

My existance dissolves inside my soul
I cry out, but no one hears my call
And I want you out of my head so I can breathe
But you overpower my thoughts.

My emotions numb, my heartbeat slows
You've hurt me more than you'll ever know
And you've tuned me out, pushed me away
Had me come but wouldn't let me stay.
Now I'm gone.

My emotions numb, my heartbeat slows
You've hurt me more than you'll ever know
And you've tuned me out, pushed me away
Had me come but wouldn't let me stay.
Now I'm gone.

Now I'm gone.