Tear Stained Pillow

Her pillow's wet with tears from dreams that refuse to come true.
The dreams she's had as a child,
The dreams she has now learned to give up on.
Her pillow's wet with tears from what she's grown to love and hate,
To enbrace and fear all at once.
And all she wants and wishes for,
Is the tears she has become so accostomed to,
To fade from her reality.
To leave her alone to live her life the way she was intended to do so,
Without a tear stained pillow lulling her to sleep every night.