Larme

About a third of it's in French, sorry if you can't read French. It just fit with the rhyme scheme. And also some of the parts I didn't want to say out loud felt okay in a foreign language...

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J'ai envie de pleurer,
Dur et silencieuse.
Je veux me tuer,
Doucement je serais heureuse.
They well and then diffuse
Never fall
Every time they refuse.
I've trained my eyes
Oh so incredibly well,
They don't remember how it felt.
Quand j'en ai envie
And now,
J'ai perdu ma facon,
Mon moyen,
My way to mourn.
And I, I confess.
I've lost it.
I've lost my way,
Je l'ai essaye,
Mais je ne peux plus pleurer.