Hopeless Romantic

Our unspoken love still lingers here;
But I can’t tell a soul because of my fear;

I try to move on, tell myself that he would never feel the same;
But my heart continues to play this heartbreaking game;

I see his face wherever I go;
The feelings I have are wrong, this I know;

I have had many ideas of how I could make this end;
But if I did the pain in my heart would never mend;

So I stay in this place;
Try to put on a brave face;

I could easily just go, walk out the door;
Even if it leaves me feeling sore;

But I refuse;
Continue to take the numerous amounts of pills and booze;

After all, my life isn’t worth living without him;
So it can’t be such a sin;

I see him everyday;
Those two seconds hope leaves me feeling gay;

But after comes back the pain;
And I can not believe that I am still sain;

And comes the day when he smiles at me;
I finally feel my heart breaking free;

This is the way I die;
I say my last goodbye;

I guess I’m not that pedantic;
I’m just a hopeless romantic.