Forgive Me... but Don't

Forgive Me...

For the pain
The suffering you now
Endure
For the tears of rain
That i've no cure

Forgive Me...

For the heartache you now contain
The distrust i've placed in your mind.
For love you'll never obtain
My actions unkind

Forgive Me...

I put another before you
Twisted your emotions to a bind
One i love, of the few
You now find

Forgive Me...

For i hurt you
far more than he
If only i knew
I'd of let it be...

Forgive Me...

The tears i now shed
Are for the love i've lost
Your heart i bled
For what i thought a higher cost.

Forgive Me...

Yet i don't deserve it
I ask, i beg, i plea
Much easier said than done
Why couldn't i see
That the one i wanted to save most from hurt
Was pained most by me.

Don't Forgive Me....

For i can never forgive myself.
I betrayed you
My sister,
My light,
The one i should lead through a dark night.

I Betrayed You...

I've lost that which matters most,
To your trust for me
I give a death's toast.

I Betrayed You...

The one i should have kept
Safe and dear
My Jamie
If this is the last thing i say,
then hear...

You were a white winged dove
An angel from the skies above
One last thing i must speak of...
You are the last girl (i learned) i love