Sometimes I Wonder

Jokingly, I tell you how I feel.
It makes me wonder
Do you know it's the truth?
Are you just laughing it off?
I miss the old days.
It's been a month.
A month since you've called me cute.
Remember when Laura asked if you agree?
That I'm ugly and you said I'm a seven and a half?
I asked her to do that.
I miss the old you.
The you that had no problem calling me cute.
Now, you want my friends.
You know why they don't want you back?
They know I like you.
They wouldn't even know who you are if it wasn't for me.
Remember when I told you my friend read that IM over my shoulder?
I actually let her read it.
She became obsessed.
Every day at lunch, she'd ask if you've called her cute.
We went to the bathroom to see that you hadn't said anything.
I just kind of wonder.
Will you ask me out ever?
I'd really like you to be my boyfriend.
I'd really like to hang out with you sometimes.
You obviously don't want to hang with me.
You didn't come to scare my grandma.
I miss the old you.