Do you know what you've done?!

I’m trapped, I can’t get out
Of this cage you’ve put me in.
You haunt my thoughts,
You haunt my life.
You’re words cut deep,
And scarred my heart.
You haven’t said anything
To me for at least a year
But the words spoken
Slashed me to the soul.
And now I can’t forget
The way you hurt me.
The way you opened an
Old wound that can’t be
Repaired at all anymore.
Even walking near you
Sends shivers down my spine,
Makes me want to cry
Because of the memories
Because of the words.
They think actions speak
Louder than words, but
That’s not true.
You led me to do things
I always promised myself
I wouldn’t do, but look at me,
Watch me as I do these things,
These things I never wanted,
Things I feel so ashamed of
That I can’t even look at
Myself in the mirror.
You seem unfazed by
What you’ve done.
Do you even know?
I’ll tell you… shall I?
You crushed me into dust,
You left me with nothing,
You broke every piece of me,
Every piece that was okay.
You mixed up the pieces of
My puzzle just to make it harder
And then laughed as I got upset.
You made me hate myself,
All because of the truth that
Got twisted and turned into a lie
By the people that were supposed
To love me and be my friend.