Did you ever Love me?

Heartbreaks take forever to heal,
I just wish I could reveal, the true me.

Its doesn’t surprises me what your capable of,
At times I wish you would just set me free like a dove.

You make me love you,
For everything you do. You make me feel like a shining star in the desert sky.
I try and try to make you see, what you have done, every scar you have created,
Every heart deflated.

My heart used to skip a beat when I heard your name.
But now, my heart just beats the same.

You changed my life in a indescribable way,
But I still remember the day I met you back in may.

You told me you loved me.
You left me. Then a heartbreak came upon you and her.
And you came running back to who? Me.

Why have you done all this?
To prove a point, you never really liked me?
You should’ve just said.
Then I would have never stayed up all night worrying while laying cold and still in bed.

Sure people change and promises are broken,
But you didn’t have to lie to, hurt, scar, me.
Some things never change, but I know you did.
Sometimes I just want to forbid you from every girl.
Just to notice me, but why cant you ever see, behind my smile, behind the happiness I type out.
Theirs always darkness, pain, many games that have been played.

I’ve patched and sewed my heart together many of times, but remember when you told me forever?
When words are said, your supposed to mean them.
When lies are told secrets unfold.
When days turn to night, night turns to day, the thoughts of you still never go away.