Was your love true?

Im sorry you like her,
Im sorry you never truly loved me.
But why did you tell me all of those lies?
couldn’t you have told the truth?
Every time I cried, was it cause of you?
Every question I ask, im hiding behind a mask.
I put on a smile everyday, I type away like happiness to hide the pain.
On the inside can you see what you’ve done? I was a normal girl with a normal life.
Now im a broken hearted, unhappy, and have scars to hide.
People say “move on”, people think im over you.
But, how can I? you’re the boy I fell for, the boy I cut for, cried for, did anything for.
You want me, you have her.
every night I pray for me to be yours again, but will you want me again?
Every breathe you take, every lie you told every girl you ever dated, is that all in your past?
Your past is what makes your future, your life, its what makes you.
Why did you lie? The day I paint my nails black, the day I cut myself from knowing you didn’t believe.
Were you their for me? The days I starved myself because of what you did, does that ever play on your mind? The day you thought I had a new boyfriend, you were broken hearted , isn’t that a sign?
You truly love me. When you drew the picture of out initials together. You wrote true love,
Will our love ever be what it should? Or was it a dud.
Whenever I asked you if you liked her you would freak out. When all I wanted you to do was speak out.
You called me asked about her, if she told me, told me something you wouldn’t confess, but later on that night you said it was best, I broke down, you said you were always gonna be their for me, I thank you for that your truly the only one I have. You gave me your number again, and im just hoping its not gonna be the end, of our love, forever our love will shine and I know deep in my heart you’ll always be mine.