I Wish You Were Mine Again
Did you eve realize what you did?
The memories will never fade,
Maybe you will never see how were made,
For each other, at times I cried, at times I cut, most of the times I tried to give up.
But you were my light, my everything in life,
You helped me through the darkest time,
Through most of the pain you helped,
We said things to each other we never really meant,
But you should’ve known that when you had read.
You may have hurt me, or made me cry,
But in my eyes I was the one who truly wanted to die,
With broken hearts, and sadness upon,
I cried from what I had saw,
You and her together were the darkness, and pain in life.
It makes me wonder, did you ever really like me, or was this all games and a lie,
Sometimes I sit and wonder, why you liked other girls,
Why you told me things you knew were a lie,
Whenever something was wrong, I was always by your side.
That night you were suicidal, I helped you through,
When I would cut, what did you do?
The time I took it to far, you begged me to stop,
But after all things you’ve done should I listen to you?
The sad times still haunt, the bad times became worst enemies,
But I listened to you, I stopped, your still my best friend, but im secretly loving you lots.
Alex when will you ever be able to see, I still love you, why cant we be?
I miss your hugs, they were the best, your kisses and calling me baby, I treasure, as memories,
At times I thought I should leave the rest out, but you need to know I love you.
When I write these poems one day you’ll see im write,
But will you ever see them in plain site?
Questions I ask, I need your answers, that’s just one simple task,
Most people know about me and you, so stop pretending like we were through.
Did you pretend just to get another girl?
Or was it to make me happy, the nights you would come on,
And act like everything was alright, when I knew something was wrong,
You got mad at me for the simplest things, but you mad me sad more then anything,
Your feelings for me may have gone, but the feeling I get when im with you, will stay,
I cried, I wanted to cut, I was hurt for days, my life was just like one big haze,
When you look in a mirror it reflects many of lies, and secrets,
But it don’t reflect your love for someone,
When I put on a smile, when I walk for miles, I hide the pain, all the lies told, and very many games,
I had a lot of secrets, that I told you, I never told a lie, when I did I would come through,
You tried to hide things from me that just hurt in the end,
So far I’ve been listening to Heaven Help Us for 64 hours with no end,
What more could I ask for, I wanted you that’s all, but when you dumped me,
I had a fall, you got a new girl, it hurts me to be her friend, still.
My whole world was slowly falling apart and I was the one left with a broken heart,
Many times we were torn apart, but their was people helping me through from the start.
Raychel and Chris, helped me a lot,
While Jenni and Brittney, were mad at you for breaking my heart,
So many people wondered what the heck went on, when I told the truth,
Everyone told me to move on,
Now im sitting here writing these poems, while your with another girl,
And im alone. When you saw the poem I had written why were you shocked?
didn’t you already know I loved you a lot?
Day and night I listen to one song, I pray to god, how long,
Will it be before you want me again?
These poems may not be anything to you,
But its helping me cope through,
One day if you ever see these poems, you see what you put me through,
Sad, darkness, pain and alone,
Ill wait forever if I have to, one day you’ll see Alex, were meant to be,
Just you and me, then everybody will see, who I really am, and what I can be.
The memories will never fade,
Maybe you will never see how were made,
For each other, at times I cried, at times I cut, most of the times I tried to give up.
But you were my light, my everything in life,
You helped me through the darkest time,
Through most of the pain you helped,
We said things to each other we never really meant,
But you should’ve known that when you had read.
You may have hurt me, or made me cry,
But in my eyes I was the one who truly wanted to die,
With broken hearts, and sadness upon,
I cried from what I had saw,
You and her together were the darkness, and pain in life.
It makes me wonder, did you ever really like me, or was this all games and a lie,
Sometimes I sit and wonder, why you liked other girls,
Why you told me things you knew were a lie,
Whenever something was wrong, I was always by your side.
That night you were suicidal, I helped you through,
When I would cut, what did you do?
The time I took it to far, you begged me to stop,
But after all things you’ve done should I listen to you?
The sad times still haunt, the bad times became worst enemies,
But I listened to you, I stopped, your still my best friend, but im secretly loving you lots.
Alex when will you ever be able to see, I still love you, why cant we be?
I miss your hugs, they were the best, your kisses and calling me baby, I treasure, as memories,
At times I thought I should leave the rest out, but you need to know I love you.
When I write these poems one day you’ll see im write,
But will you ever see them in plain site?
Questions I ask, I need your answers, that’s just one simple task,
Most people know about me and you, so stop pretending like we were through.
Did you pretend just to get another girl?
Or was it to make me happy, the nights you would come on,
And act like everything was alright, when I knew something was wrong,
You got mad at me for the simplest things, but you mad me sad more then anything,
Your feelings for me may have gone, but the feeling I get when im with you, will stay,
I cried, I wanted to cut, I was hurt for days, my life was just like one big haze,
When you look in a mirror it reflects many of lies, and secrets,
But it don’t reflect your love for someone,
When I put on a smile, when I walk for miles, I hide the pain, all the lies told, and very many games,
I had a lot of secrets, that I told you, I never told a lie, when I did I would come through,
You tried to hide things from me that just hurt in the end,
So far I’ve been listening to Heaven Help Us for 64 hours with no end,
What more could I ask for, I wanted you that’s all, but when you dumped me,
I had a fall, you got a new girl, it hurts me to be her friend, still.
My whole world was slowly falling apart and I was the one left with a broken heart,
Many times we were torn apart, but their was people helping me through from the start.
Raychel and Chris, helped me a lot,
While Jenni and Brittney, were mad at you for breaking my heart,
So many people wondered what the heck went on, when I told the truth,
Everyone told me to move on,
Now im sitting here writing these poems, while your with another girl,
And im alone. When you saw the poem I had written why were you shocked?
didn’t you already know I loved you a lot?
Day and night I listen to one song, I pray to god, how long,
Will it be before you want me again?
These poems may not be anything to you,
But its helping me cope through,
One day if you ever see these poems, you see what you put me through,
Sad, darkness, pain and alone,
Ill wait forever if I have to, one day you’ll see Alex, were meant to be,
Just you and me, then everybody will see, who I really am, and what I can be.