I'm Gone Anyways

The road twisted and turned my whole life
Don't be disappointed
Because this is the path I chose
I'm so sick of things I do being so wrong
And leaving seems so close

At an escape velocity I can feel
The charge rushing me at every turn
And things are clearer, newer still
And the world's brighter because finally
My sights are set on what I want and need.

Don't be confused, or let down
at the choices I chose to make
It's not your fault the way I became
It's called destiny, or whatever. Fate?
All a load of crap to me.

And when things are said, and when they're done
You'll know that it's not your fault
Not your fault I'm the way I am
Not the reason I made the choice to fall
So give it up, I'm past saving.

It's not like you're the one who pushed me
Past that small little point called "No Return"
You tried to pull me back, in fact
But I chose to go this way, to burn
So please, let it go. I'm not yours anymore.

The blade's on my skin, the pills go down
What's the difference? It doesn't hurt.
Maybe it hurts you, deep inside, but hey,
At least you're not the one getting burnt.
You can't hear a sound.

Fire is an interesting thing; have you noticed?
It's flames lick and kill
Yet when it's tame it's a source of comfort
Can be wild and free, never calm, never still
And I LOVE the fire's painful kiss.

In other words, my dear, we're worlds apart
And there's nothing you can do to change it.
Sorry, but what can I say to you anymore?
Because you're so amazingly against it
That I can't come to you for anything.

So now I'm gone, and don't even try to stop me
It won't work cuz I'm WAY too far gone
I'm sorry that it's happening this way, don't get me wrong
But time's up, I'm going, going, going,...gone
See you later. Maybe in hell.