Broken Heart.

My music turned on high, hoping the time would slip by,
Watery eyes, as darkness falls, my sad story, became a fall.

The times I would lay on my bed,
Staring at the pictures, that would stare back.

The mirror I walked past would have its play-backs, bad memories, sad times
Most of the words that played on my mind, the wind would blow,
My message would go, the whole in my heart, just gave me pain a lot.

My life turned white and gray, I hoped the memories would fade, but
They stayed. Depression wasn’t a question, it became the truth,
When I would sleep, silently at night, I would dream about nothing, only you.

I thought life would have its happy endings, like in those story books, I was depending.
You were my life, I cared a lot, but you hurting me just had to stop.

I would cry at night hoping help, I would get soon,
I always woke up at noon, to hear nothing but that one simple tune.
You saying the words you loved me, made me feel safe,
I felt happiness and loved, but when we took a break,
I cried for days straight.

People said I was obsessed, people say this was one big mess,
Sometimes I needed to confess, but I loved you, I wasn’t obsessed.
You were the world to me. But now you have her, don’t you see?

You left me with a broken soul, it was torn in half.
I miss those times when we would laugh, we wrote poems about random things,
And I remember on the phone when you’d want me to sing,
Id do it for you, cause I loved you so.

This poem may not have a meaning to it, but its all I have, I would give you my heart,
But too bad its torn in half.