More Than a Fangirl.

Walking down the street, like I don’t really care.
Thinking about my life, how it sucks and is unfair.
Thinking about you, what you are doing at the time.
Thinking about me, how I wish you where mine.

My eyes stare at the door, how I wish you would open it.
My heart can’t take no more, I am weak I must admit.
I am staring at my wall, filled with pictures I enjoy.
How I wish I had you here, I want to call you my boy.

People don’t understand, how my life feels right now.
I really want to tell them, but I really don’t know how.
I melt when I see you, I’m shaking at that thought.
When you put your arm around me, it’s my heart that you caught.

I must sound so obsessive, if you only knew the truth.
I know a lot about you, even about your youth.
I know I really scare you, and with that thought in mind.
I want to go on living, leaving you behind.

People who will read this, will never understand.
You are my knight in armor, the king of my never land.
I wish you would whisper, just some sweet words to me.
But there is only one place for us, you would agree.

In line I will be waiting, saying I don’t care.
Hoping you would notice, me sitting there.
I really can’t take this, I am taking this too far.
But I am so damn lucky, I’m the only one that knows who you are.