Thanks For The Pain.

When you talk about her I just want to cry, sometimes I think I should die.
But im always asking the question, why?
Why did you want her? I thought you loved me.

Sometimes I just don’t get to see, the way we were supposed to be.
Cause of the mistakes you’ve made, I thought you would see.

I loved it when me and you were together, I was happy,
But then I got hit with reality you left me for her, you told me you only wanted to be with me.
Then you weren’t sure.

Time would slowly pass by, I would just sigh, as I looked back at all the good times we had,
And the sad times were bad. I knew you liked her for days on end,
that’s why the little time we had left I wanted to spend,

Now while your happy, I feel like I’ve been closed behind doors,
Yet everyday I want you back more,
My heart would sometimes cry for itself, cause it feels like you left it on a shelf.

What more could you want, why do the bad times always have to haunt?
I write poetry to let out the way I feel.
But sometimes I cry my memories away, for real.

The pain I have, tears me apart, like you did with my heart, when you ripped it in half.
These poems are all that I have, but I want you to see and feel the way I do everyday.
I just wish their was someway we would get back together. But don’t you realize my heart is as delicate as
A feather?

I remember the good old days when we would treasure, every laugh until we cried,
I always knew you were by my side, but was that a lie? Sometimes I don’t understand anymore,
Its just like when I walk out of my bedroom door. I get the pain, the hurt and I always end up sad,

Yet when you read these poems the other night you were the one mad.
But don’t you remember all the bad times we had? What you did to me don’t you ever see,
I should be the one mad, yet your always being glad you got her.

Right now I could just sit and cry, in a corner with no light,
The darkness has won this fight, I give up in life, I need you right now.
But your to busy with her.

I want these poems to have strong emotion, with no shame, I want you to feel the way I am today.
You played your games you should be done, but I know you and im not stunned.