I Thought You Meant It.

When you said “you love me and no one will ever change that.”
I thought you meant that. I thought you meant a lot of things, but
Obviously you didn’t mean.

When darkness took over in my life,
I felt like I had no light, when I would go to sleep at night,
I always thought we would get back together.

I thought we would be together forever,
But I guess I was wrong, for once I would love to know the truth.
But for you I guess that’s to much to ask for,

When I first met you, and heard your name I felt like I had no air to breathe,
But now that were done, I know you left me behind closed doors,
The light never shines in.
I guess that’s just a sin.

When you said you didn’t adore, you loved me. Why did you say that?
Was it another trap, I thought you really loved me but sometimes, all the time
I guess you never can see what I wish us to be,
If I had to I would sail across all seven sea’s jus to be with you.

My heart cant go through this no more,
I’ve had to patch and sew, mend and try to make my heart glow again,
But I don’t think I can, no matter how much I try, I guess I should just give up in life.

So many times, never any light, I would cry into the night, hoping for a new life.
Times I would not want to live anymore, because my heart is so sore, I think its better if im closed behind these doors. I still love you like I always will nothing will ever change that, but still, I don’t know if you can tell anymore, but ill always have a open door for you to be in my heart.