Cut It Loose

It hurts so much,
I need a crutch
To help hold me up,
And to keep me from falling any more.
Any more than I already have
I don't know how much more my heart can take
When everyday I have to fake,
That everything is ok.
When everything, for me, is not
I wish I could be happier.
But everything seems turned to shit
All I want to do is let my feelings loose
Instead of tightening this noose,
That's wrapped around my neck
Making it harder to breathe
I want to cut it loose
And let the air flow,
So people can know,
That I'm hurting inside
And that I don't want to hide
Not knowing what to do