Raindrops on My Head

One, two three,
The tears I feel are coming.
Four, five, six,
I can hear my heart start humming.

Seven, eight nine,
The raindrops are falling.
Ten, eleven twelve,
Dammit I can't stop bawling.

Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen,
Why the fuck did she leave me?
Sixteen, seventeen, eighteen,
Why can't her face leave my mind?

Nineteen, twenty, twenty-one,
Why are my parents at home fighting.
Twenty-two, twenty-three, twenty-four,
Where am I going?

Twenty-five, twenty-six, twenty-seven.
I don't even recognize myself in the puddle.
Twenty-eight, twenty-nine, thirty,
Why did I leave my loved ones?

Thirty-one, thirty-two, thirty-three,
They should've just pretended.
Thirty-four, thirty-five, thirty-six,
Why can't I just forget.

Oh fuck I just lost count,
Of the raindrops on my head.
Maybe next time the will be slower,
So I can count my past.