I Love You and That's All That Really Matters

I wish it would never have to end,
The thoughts filltering in and out of my mind,
Tourturing me to no end.
What if I never see you again?
What if I lose your phone number?
What if I lose the memory of your touch, the kiss that I never got, your voice and your eyes?
What would happen to me if all my fears came true?
I don't know and personally,
I don't want to.
My parents are already getting the impression,
But right now neither one cares.
I wish the decision wasn't tough,
But then again,
Who am I to talk.
I wish that I had the courage,
But what's the point?
The school year's almost over,
And I'll be gone in a few months.
All this year I've loved you,
Yet all this year I couldn't bring myself to ask the question.
I love you,
And honestly darling,
That's all that really matters.