Smiles Go for Long in a Bleak World

So i hope you get the jist of the poem. Like what its telling if not heres the basics. Its about the cliche of course you like your friend and what not.

Smiles go along way
from tears and despair
you look to see a happy girl
you look to see joy in my world
Think it would be a lie to say I'm sad.
But you don't know nothing about the pain.
You don't see the misery I'm in.
What a clue its because of you.

We go on as friends which makes me go cold.
Thats only what your for.
In a bleak displaced world we dont belong.
How could it be you dont know my true feelings.
Time is ticking, passing before my eyes.
Wasting the minutes in a lie.
I stand with my eyes looking before.
Lets see I"m no the one.
Lets just leave it at that.

Listen to the music that speaks our thoughts.
Maybe Rascal Flatts 'what hurts the most'
Or maybe who i'm MaD for Meg and Dia am I your 'Masterpiece'
Know your the one that made me.
Or just watching you walk away is so hurful.
Lets move on to maybe, a chemical romance 'I Don't Love You'
Could that be it. I hope not.